{"product_id":"behind-a-painted-smile-about-a-woman-who-hides-all-the-hurt-pain-fears-and-emotions-that-life-has-thrown-at-her-she-hides-behind-a-false-fa-9781434345219","title":"Behind a Painted Smile: About a Woman Who Hides All the Hurt, Pain, Fears and Emotions That Life Has Thrown at Her.She Hides Behind a False Fa","description":"\u003cp\u003e • Author(s): Rosie Shannon\u003cbr\u003e • Publisher: Authorhouse UK\u003cbr\u003e • Publisher Imprint: Authorhouse UK\u003cbr\u003e • BISAC: General\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI chose to write this particular book, mainly to prove something to myself and other people just how a person such as myself can progress in their lives. After surviving both physical and sexual abuse in my past from a family member. Having to live with the turmoil of placing my children in the care of other families.My worst nightmare of which I had to come to terms with, was when my son Daniel was killed in a road traffic accident in 2001. I chose to write all of my thoughts and emotions down, instead of having any kind of councelling. As each day passes by, I know that with my partner who is so understanding, that I can overcome anything that life chooses to throw at me. Although, I do not allow my emotions to be seen, as each day the first thing I do is put my make up on, which is what I would call my \"mask\".This to me makes life so much easier as nobody has any idea of what I am thinking or feeling. Each day I write on a calender the events of my daily routine.That is how it became to be written in diary form, and then even I could see the progress I had made in my life.Should I ever be concerned about something, or not be too certain of anything, I think of what my late son Daniel would have told me.He would of said \"go for it mum\".\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Authorhouse UK","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":47611788066967,"sku":"9781434345219","price":1428.0,"currency_code":"INR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0666\/3471\/1191\/files\/9781434345219.webp?v=1775072896","url":"https:\/\/atlanticbooks.com\/products\/behind-a-painted-smile-about-a-woman-who-hides-all-the-hurt-pain-fears-and-emotions-that-life-has-thrown-at-her-she-hides-behind-a-false-fa-9781434345219","provider":"Atlantic Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}