{"product_id":"body-dysmorphic-disorder-memoir-9781849918213","title":"Body Dysmorphic Disorder - Memoir","description":"\u003cp\u003e • Author(s): S. Westwood\u003cbr\u003e • Publisher: Chipmunka Publishing\u003cbr\u003e • Publisher Imprint: Chipmunka Publishing\u003cbr\u003e • BISAC: Psychopathology - General\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI drank the cider hoping it would calm me down but it wasn't making anything better. I just looked like a monster and my heart was racing. I felt sick with nerves. I looked up at the clock, I still had hours before I had to leave. So I started again with my face and I went through the usual ritual yet every time I did it I looked disgusting and I couldn't bear to be seen looking that way. So I started again, and again, and I cried and collapsed on the bathroom floor holding my face in my hands wishing and praying that it would heal.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Chipmunka Publishing","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":46864113270935,"sku":"9781849918213","price":1694.0,"currency_code":"INR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0666\/3471\/1191\/files\/9781849918213.webp?v=1769973028","url":"https:\/\/atlanticbooks.com\/products\/body-dysmorphic-disorder-memoir-9781849918213","provider":"Atlantic Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}