{"product_id":"british-marine-engineer-9781638129103","title":"British Marine Engineer","description":"\u003cp\u003e • Author(s): Liana Margiva\u003cbr\u003e • Publisher: Pen Culture Solutions\u003cbr\u003e • Publisher Imprint: Pen Culture Solutions\u003cbr\u003e • BISAC: General\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFrom first moment, when you started writing to me, my heart was open. When I\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003esaw your picture, I knew this was the face that I wanted to love forever. I still\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ecan't believe you love me. I find it hard to believe that I am loved by someone I\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003elove because although some men did love me, the ones I loved failed to\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ereciprocate my feelings. I had not been close to anyone last twelve years. I forgot\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eabout the existence of love. I have learned to deal with my solitude; it is not as\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003escary as people think. With no loved one by my side, there is no deception. With\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eno loving embrace, there is no pain of finding out those arms were around\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003esomeone else. Solitude and lovelessness even suppresses tears, forcing them to\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ehide in the darkest, deepest crevasses of the heart, which aches and weeps\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003etearlessly for the life that passes without the dream of love coming true. The love\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI've been looking for remained on the pages of love stories, and I felt like asking\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ethe authors where they saw the love they had written about so eloquently and\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eextensively. And why was I felt out of it? Am I so different from other women?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIndeed, solitude is not as horrifying as some people assume, but your heart\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003egrieves when silence is your only companion, and all your desire is to look into\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003esomeone's affection-filled eyes. You crave a tight embrace, the warmth of\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003esomeone's heart next to yours. Solitude is scare for novices, but when you drink\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eand breathe it year after year, the heart becomes immune to the affliction of\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ehappiness. You hide your feelings behind a smile, the proof that you haven't been\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ebroken, that you are stronger than you thought you were. You alone know how\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003esolitude tears your heart apart, how your soul yearns for a lover. Solitude is child's\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eplay compared to the instant when you learn about a loved one's deception.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYou are my only love, God himself sent you to me to forever rid me of\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eloneliness. You alone will be in my heart till my last breath.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Atlantic Books","offers":[{"title":"Hardcover","offer_id":46389570404503,"sku":"9781638129103","price":1291.0,"currency_code":"INR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0666\/3471\/1191\/files\/9781638129103.webp?v=1768799747","url":"https:\/\/atlanticbooks.com\/products\/british-marine-engineer-9781638129103","provider":"Atlantic Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}