{"product_id":"i-became-pain-becoming-the-man-who-would-of-protected-me-as-a-child-9798199404662","title":"I Became Pain: Becoming the man who would of protected me as a child","description":"\u003cp\u003e • Author(s): Paul Hinshaw\u003cbr\u003e • Publisher: Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e • Publisher Imprint: Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e • BISAC: General\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBack Cover Blurb\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCome with me back into the shadows of my childhood.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNot as a tale made beautiful by time, but as memory returning to the place it was first wounded. Before I understood the meaning of survival, I was already living it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis memoir follows the pieces of my early years as I return to the house, to him, and to the silence that lived between every wall. It is a reflection on hunger, abuse, fear, bruising, and the scars that were not always seen, but were always carried.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAs a child, I thought monsters lived under the bed or hidden inside cupboards. Instead, I learned they could be human.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI write this not through judgement, but through understanding. Because sometimes the truth is not found in what happened alone, but in what it made you become. Pain can build a cage, but memory can become the key.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThese are no longer my ghosts to carry.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI am penning this so the cell door can finally shut, never to return.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Independently Published","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":47968744112279,"sku":"9798199404662","price":1137.0,"currency_code":"INR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0666\/3471\/1191\/files\/9798199404662.webp?v=1782919250","url":"https:\/\/atlanticbooks.com\/products\/i-became-pain-becoming-the-man-who-would-of-protected-me-as-a-child-9798199404662","provider":"Atlantic Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}