Trying to Remember, Forced to Forget: My Father's Suicide

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ISBN13: 9780738843643
Binding: Hardcover
Subject: N/A
Publisher: Xlibris Us
Publisher Imprint: Xlibris Us
Publication Date: March 12, 2001
Pages: 182
Original Price: GBP 22.95
Language: English
Edition: N/A
Item Weight: 422 grams
BISAC Subject(s): Women

About The Book

Dear Reader;

I have spent the past 52 years forgetting and remembering one small part of one day of my life that has affected me for my entire life. Memories are tucked away, asleep in your mind waiting for some outside stimuli to awaken them. But what happens to a memory when you have been told over and over it was just a bad dream, yet you really, really know it was not? What happens to your mind, what happens to your life? What happens when the memory does awake and surfaces for a brief time and then returns to sleep, waiting for the next stimuli? My story, my life, my thoughts, my insights are revealed in my book, my autobiography.

The day was January 19, 1948; the time was very early morning. I was four years old. I got out of bed to go to the bathroom and discovered my father's body hanging from a rope tied to a pipe over the toilet. He had committed suicide

Most of my past tragedy has been asleep, except for brief periods: when my daughters each turned four years old, and when I turned 43, the age my father ended his life. When my mother died, at age 88, the trauma once again awakened within me and this time I had this inner energy to discover all that I had either forgotten, repressed, did not know and/or did not understand.

Please join me on my emotional journey to rediscover my past, including the agonizing return to where I was institutionalized, realizing and facing the fact that even after all these years, I am a survivor of suicide, and I have all the scars that go along with it.

I have been driven to tell my story, a story I never shared with anybody until now. The telling all began with my daughters Elisa and Jenny, age 26 and 24, they never knew how their grandfather died. I had never told them for fear that they would consider suicide in a moment of despair. The only way I felt comfortable telling my story was through the written word. Well, the words just kept coming and coming and soon I had a book! I still don't know where the energy came from, but it did (I like to think that my mother was guiding me).

Looking for answers about suicide, I became involved with the American Association of Suicidology. They encouraged me to tell my story at their annual conference in Los Angeles. It was a very emotional experience, but I learned and so did the psychologists, psychiatrists and other survivors-it was an eye-opener few days!

Most importantly this book is dedicated to my mother, whose love, courage and strength-even with her unnecessary denial and repression-had conquered all.

I know my autobiography will be as rewarding a journey for you, as it finally has been for me.

The American Association of Suicidology Publications Committee has placed my book on their recommended reading list.

Judy Raphael Kletter

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