The poems in this collection encompass more than six decades of the author's life experiences, presenting a gripping tale of heart-rending traumas. Over three sections-Joy in Crisis, Culture in Crisis, and Hope on the Horizon-the poems describe vision loss, divorce, single motherhood, and cancer.
The author accentuates the trauma of personal relational upheaval, as well as society's brokenness and confusion that create misery for so many. Humanity's rejection of our Creator's order-intended for our flourishing-results in chaos and suffering. However, there is promise of hope in restored joy for those who take refuge in God's solution for the human dilemma.
In the first section, Joy in Crisis, the author bares her soul as she recounts the signs of her failing vision during her early teens, how people reacted, and her embarrassment at their ridicule. She poignantly shares the trials and triumphs of adjusting to her new reality.
The poems move through the devastation of a dysfunctional marriage, divorce, and her journey as a legally blind single mom raising two young children. Her anger and pain are profound and palpable as she cries out to God for relief. When cancer shows up, shortly after divorce and her mother's death, her agony deepens as she wonders why her prayers are not being heard.
The author's faith is on display as she struggles through the aftermath of betrayal, the stresses of motherhood and cancer treatment. The deaths of her father and sister intensify her grief. She wrestles with God, unable to grasp all that is happening, but never loses her faith. She surrenders to the realization that God is using these trials to mature her and deepen her dependence on His love and faithfulness. Over time, she begins to comprehend that there is purpose in her suffering, and offers understanding and encouragement to others in their trials.
Several poems on friendship emphasize the importance of a compassionate community in our seasons of grief. Some point out the pain of abandonment by trusted friends who don't show up when we need them. Others remind us that even in our hard times, we can be wounded healers for those who are grieving.
The strength of her faith is evident as the author recognizes God's faithfulness despite unanswered questions. She acknowledges that while God has been reliable on many fronts, her finite mind can never fully grasp His plan and purpose, so she must simply trust Him when the answers don't come.
There are moments throughout the book where humor and lightheartedness alleviate the emotional intensity-recalling funny moments with kids, the author poking fun at herself as she grows old, etc...
Culture in Crisis highlights the moral and spiritual decline in our world as lawlessness and rebellion increase. Man's inhumanity to man and the unraveling of our culture are emphasized. The author does not flinch from addressing controversial issues that contribute to the confusion and pain plaguing our society.
Several poems present Biblical truths regarding our Creator's righteous demand for our allegiance and our willful estrangement from Him. They emphasize God's love and compassion for mankind, His mercy for those who seek Him, and His just punishment for those who do not.
In Hope on the Horizon, the book culminates in the promise of a final resolution to the human condition-a Holy God's offer of salvation through Jesus, His Son, sent to bear humanity's sin and guilt. The message is clear for all who choose to accept it. The promise of ultimate joy and deliverance is available for all who will receive it.
The book is replete with relevant quotations from the Holy Bible, confirming the author's Christian faith that has carried her through all these ordeals. The closing poems celebrate a joyful future, free from grief or turmoil, one for which every human heart yearns.
